I’ve been meaning to write a blog for a sufficiently long time now. I wanted to do so sans the pretense of soy lattes in hipster coffees shops (200 INR for a coffee??! I can buy shoes at SN for that much!) AND I finally did it!This is my first post. And no, it wasn’t an epiphany or a deeper spiritual enlightening, I did it because I started playing THAT song again! :S
‘We Just Don’t Care’ by ‘John Legend’ aka My man candy, this song has meant only thing in the past, butterflies. Lots and lots of butterflies. Needless to say, I may have some cocoons waiting to burst open right now but does this mean good times ahead or is it a warning sign?
The last time I had butterflies the feeling ended with a trans-continental-heartbreaking-messy-teary-hungover-disaster -_- I make logical wise decisions with much foresight in all other matters pertaining to my life but when it comes to these dratted butterflies, I am but always at a loss. Maybe I AM making a mountain out of a molehill, but these flutters won’t let me settle otherwise!
Giggling over text messages and awaiting phone calls with almost pitiable teenage anxiety, right now I cannot help but enjoy every note and every lyric in this song. Should I take control and shake it off? or should I just ‘go with the flow’ ? I honestly have no idea, and I don’t think I want to make that decision 🙂 for right now, I guess I’ll just enjoy the song on repeat and dwell in a safe haven- where wishes do come true and I am a size 4 again!